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Yesterday, went for work wanted to take a nap. But when i wanted to lye down my asthma seems like attacking. Super xin ku! Well, headache since i wake up in the morning but after a while the pain is gone. Well, at night went to teck whye to lao yu shen with daddy. After that went back to farm, was there alone. Then ahpeng came, played with him. Ahdi & daotong came, shuna surpposing-ly coming then i asked ahdi to fetch her cause ahdi going out too. But asshole de, ahdi go drink. Not long ahkor & ahwei came. Then i thought ahkor say he leaving soon so asked shuna not to come le. Then she told me that result is out le, asked her to help me to check. Well, sad news (: UNSUCCESSFUL, face the facts SKP! She don't dare to say out, so she asked me to pass the phone to ahwei as she heard ahwei's sound. Then i thought they were kidding with but it's true. (: Nvm , i can get to appeal again for sure! (: As Shuna's sister told me, 1st choice - give up and don't study. 2nd choice - appeal and write in if i really wanna study. She said i must go to school daily. & thanks to Mr Tham Chong Wei for cursing me. The paper wrote - If you think you can, you can. Ahwei's drew it from the buscuit. As for shuna, she told me to appeal again. (: I will! Haha! I must get over with it yeah (: Haha. after knowing result i went to eat. Haha, then called shuna to ask her whether want play mahjong. She say ok. Then Shuna,me,ahwei&daotong played. Haha.. Play till 5.30, (: Thanks 3 of you all, for acc-ing me. Yet till so late. Thank thank! They went back not long i sleep le, dont know why can sleep also. Past few day i will roll through and fro on bed but unlike ytd. Slept peacefully without thinking of anything, as if i treat the result is a shit! Just flush it away ! (: To Mr Tham CW, i appeal this time round please dont curse me le can!! Must bless my application hor! I dint call you didi liao k! To SSN, I can get in for this time round! & we will get into same class yeah!!! (:

Ahhhh, why am i thinking so many things when no people around me? When im alone im thinking loads of stuff! I wanted to cry now, but i wont! Hai. Alone in shop now, must not think much (: Angry with someone lor, feeling that you're so selfish! Horrible, ungentlemen. OMG! i cant imagine! Why?
I wanted to say something out, but i can't . Only SSN know, only she can know. Only she can be trust. only she will not say it out. But SSN! i dont want la, this feeling is super scary! Hais. Feeling very very vegetable now! Jialat. Whenever im upset she will be the only one there, whenever im feeling mess up she will be the only one too, whenever i wanted to share things, she will be the one also. Only she will keep it to herself! Hais. I dont want! Lao tian ah, jiu jiu wo ba! Shuna ah! how ah? Jialat!